16.11.08

艾斯特杨莱琪

我不想记起今天是什么日子,
我的每篇文章
都习惯性的在最上头,
写上日期及天气,
我不想写了,
我不想去记起今天是什么日子....
今天,
是几月?
是几号?

我不知道...
我只知道.....
今天,我的心情,
是灰的.....

艾斯特,
走了,
要走了...

我不知道
我真的无法形容我的心情。

Esther:
tat day,** sms me...
** cal me wednesday muz go to play basketball
i ask ** y???
** say gt pl gt an important thing wan to say.
i ask ** wat thing o?
** dunwan to say,bt i had sucess to force ** say.
** tel me: esther wan to 移民 liao.
u noe?
my brain say: nth special wat...
then i reply **:who told u d
** dunwan tel me.
** say 2mr only tel me.
then i wait......
wait....


** say is esther sendiri tel me d.
i say: O.
then we terus our exam.
at tat time,
i din tink too much...
really.
i din feel sad or watever...
juz normal..
平平...

i din told any ppl bout my feeling.
i scare
i scare they will say me very cruel..
i duno y i will like tis...
i have to pretend duno u hav to go.
i have to pretend.
i thought no ppl noe tis thing.
included wei gin.
i sacre to tell anyone.
i scare they will sad.
after i noe this thing,
everytime i saw u in skul,
my heart will 抽一下...
bt juz 一下....
i duno y.
i really din hav much feeling after i noe.
i brain told me:mayb is me nt very close to u.
MAYB.

after the last paper.
u ajak us go to garden...
i thought u will say at there..
bt u din did it....
u say u wan to belanja eat roti canai the next mornig.
jy said she very sad coz we cant eat roti canai bcoz of mis liew.
i scold her,
roti canai only ok?
bt actually i aso very sad coz cant eat ur roti canai...
haha...tat nite i said to jun ze i very sad coz cant eat esther's roti canai....

is tat roti canai really so important???
nope....
actually we feel sad coz we cant hear u tel us "u hav to go" by urself..
but...me and jy juz can do nth....
bcoz of miss liew...
bt very lucky...
tat was a raining morning~~~~
haha...

we meet at roti canai shop in the afternoon.
we shout as loud as we can at wee jiat house u still rmb it?
haha
i scare u cant hear my "pua kek" sound anymore...
we hav joy and fun in roti canai shop...
suddenly...
actually nt suddenly coz many of us ad noe...
u said u wan to go australia liao..
AUSTRALIA
u noe?
hw far is it?

i can hear...
i can see...
u wan to cry ad when u told us bout tis..
tat time...we ad plan
plan wat?
dunwan to tell u...
hehe^^

the next few days...
i really appreciate the time we can hav it together ..
we go play ball...
eat BAH KUT TEH and SA BAH
hear the TAUKE NIEW said we are leng lui...
and many many more...
we go to stay at ur house tat nite..
i keep RAP ing...
u keep scold me..
江文才,自己做错事,还敢打我,扁我,
真是好心没好报,
只有你老婆那么笨,那么蠢,
才会相信你!
haha...
stil rmb?
tat nite...we chit chat until 3am only willing to sleep...
jy still say something strange strange de....
haha...
dun 4gt it o...
next time we wan to laugh at her!
haha...

the next morning...
we go play bal again...
at the coffee shop,
u said i keep taking ur photo...
gt meh?
no la....
i juz borrow khai sin phone and wan to see sumthnig ma...
really no...dun think too much...^^
we few frens cum out the whole day...
do wat?
i duno.^^

at nite...
we go to KFC...
my mood damn bad tat day..
i din talk much...
my smile aso very 勉强..
i duno y
i really duno y...
i din hav a little wan to cry d feel..
a bit bit aso no
i said to khai sin:
感动及不舍有很多方示表达,
不一定要哭...
i din say much..
i duno wan to use wat to describe my mood on tat day...

at my house...
we sing the song:朋友一生一起走,那些日子不在有。。。
一句话一辈子一生情,一杯酒....

任时光匆匆流去我只在乎你....
人生几何,能够得到知己....

there is a skul in banting town banting town...

i reeally cant tahan liao!!!!
i cry....
my tears all cum out....
i cant control myself....
although we are singing the skul song...
i aso cry..
bcoz i think of next year we cant sing the skul song together anymore...
we cant...
tis is the fiz time i saw wei gin cry till............
duno can use wat describe...
but she dunwan admit...
nvm...we noe then ok lo...
haha
u hugged us..
i wont forget the warmest hug....
never...

tat nite i only realize...
u r so important in my heart..
i really very 舍不得...
my fren...

esther...
u see the title?
艾斯特
tat is mr lian giv u de name rite?
pls dun 4gt it
and dun 4gt us...
dun 4gt all the memories tat we had together!!!!
I LOVE U...
ESTHER...
MUACKSSS~~~

i nt dare to think the days tat we are togther...
i nt dare to think the days tat we are WITHOUT u....

lets us keep this memories...
forever ...
together we would never forget it...

esther:
take care ya~~
MISS U so much...
I LOVE U......
MUACKSZZ~~!!

*FREINDSHIP FOREVER*

pls forgive my very very poor english...
^^
goodbye my love...

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我的心情,
希望艾斯特,你,
能够看到...

朋友 我永远祝福你
朋友 我永远祝福你 啊…
朋友 我永远祝福你

不要问 不要说 一切尽在不言中
这一刻 偎着烛光让我们静静地度过
莫挥手 莫回头 当我唱起这首歌
怕只怕 泪水轻轻的滑落
愿心中 永远留着我的笑容
伴你走过每一个春夏秋冬

几许愁 几许忧 人生难免苦与痛
失去过 才能真正懂得去珍惜和拥有
情难舍 人难留 今朝一别各西东
冷和热 点点滴滴在心头
愿心中 永远留着我的笑容
伴你走过每一个春夏秋冬 

伤离别 离别虽然在眼前 
说再见 再见不会太遥远 
若有缘 有缘就能期待明天 
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节   

伤离别 离别虽然在眼前 
说再见 再见不会太遥远 
若有缘 有缘能就期待明天 
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节   

不要问 不要说 一切尽在不言中 
这一刻 偎着烛光让我们静静的渡过 
莫挥手 莫回头 当我唱起这首歌 
愿心中 永远留着我的笑容 
陪你度过 每个春夏秋冬....



9 条评论:


  1. 我看了你这篇
    我的眼泪又再次飚了出来
    尤其是那些歌词,omg
    很感动

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  2. 對吖對吖
    真的behtahan了
    大家心情都一樣
    相信esther也很難過
    但她知道我們這么為她
    她應該會很開心的~

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  3. to gor gor:
    dun cry lar...
    i aso sambil typing sambil wan cry ad...
    haha
    the lyrics really very suitable to describe our mood rite?
    sad o...
    turtle say she fall sick ad coz too miss us..
    miss her so much!!!!

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  4. to pudding:
    yalo yalo...
    really sad...
    hope she wont forget all of us...
    hopefully..
    haha..

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  5. wasei..
    i reading and my tears coming out..=.=
    but i 'ren zhu'...
    so sad lar

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  6. 那歌词真的是。。。
    超感动的~
    差点哭了~不过是差点啦。。。哈哈。。。
    听说esther生病了。。。
    希望她早日康复,好好照顾自己的身体。。。
    也祝她能够天天开心~
    我相信esther也绝不会忘记我们的^^

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  7. You all want to make me cry nia...
    Sigh~~

    I wun forget you all de la.. xD All so good to me..

    Who is the one tell you de? Tell me la~

    My pua gek de fren! I will always miss you and love you ~

    Muacks!!

    Love,
    Turtle^^

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  8. hao:
    haha...i like tat song very much..
    yaya..esther wont forget us de la..haha

    a gal:
    u aso wan to cry ar??...
    haha...dun sad la..
    turtle will miss us de...hehe

    morph:
    i tell u i will die..
    haha...pai seh^^..
    love u too~
    muackssszz~
    hehe

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  9. ya... all of us miss the goat so much.. wat u write really touch la... aunty.. we miss miss YOU!!!

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